Flying Debris

I’m restless and unsettled.

Now wishing I’d pursued charges against the guy who beat me up. Hate that he’ll continue hurting women. Not that pressing charges would stop him - men like him rarely stop. Sometimes it’s very, very hard NOT to revert to the me that would launch annihilation mission. This is one of those times.

A long time ago I said I needed to put the pursuit papers in some kind of order. I never did. This week I’ve been gathering paperwork for a small legal action and can’t find pages 3, 5, and 6 of one of the first Attorney General opinions. Finding them or not won’t have any effect on current happenings - it just frustrates me that I can’t find them.

Aside from searching for those papers, I spent about 2 hours today, looking for my web cam. This just pisses me off because I SAW it YESTERDAY - which means it has to be close to the surface of wherever it is. So why can’t I find the damn thing?!

I decided to put Hannah’s swing set together today. When I opened the box, I found the instructions had a huge hole all the way through the middle of the book. Stupid mice. And to top it off - “this number is no longer in service” when I called the manufacturer to request another copy. Did I mention there are like 500 pieces and screws and bolts and nuts and things I’ve never seen before inside that box? gotta love it.

I have to go to a family reunion tomorrow. (distant relations) I don’t want to. I’m anti-social. I don’t like to be anywhere that large groups of people congregate. Small groups either for that matter.

I took Hannah to see the circus passing through town yesterday. It was a very small troupe and some of he acts were kind of cheesy. We still had a lot of fun. I’m glad because I was dreading it. The last circus that was here didn’t take proper care of their animals (tigers). Sickened me. Yesterday’s tigers were fat and playful. Secure in their environment too because they were sleeping belly up. Animals, especially wild animals, never expose their tummy unless they feel completely safe.

The 25th is approaching. 4 years. Seems like 100.
Kiss your wife/husband/girlfriend/boyfriend tonight and tell them you love them.

Sorry I didn’t get pics of the new me posted today. I didn’t even get my make-up on today. Have to do the whole beauty routine in the morning because of the family reunion - I’ll ask my mom to take a couple pics and post them tomorrow - promise.

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