He hears me…
WE tv ran a John Edward (the psychic medium) marathon today. I tuned in while I worked around the house. When I stopped for a smoke I heard the date “October 25″ given to the audience. Got my attention because it’s the day Rick died.
I started thinking about him, and the signs I used to get- little things whispering reassurance, letting me know he was still around even if I couldn’t see him.
They happen less and less as time goes by.
(I called out to him in my head, “Rick…been so long since I’ve heard from you…I wonder if you can still hear me… need to know you’re still here…still close by…please”)
I glanced back at the TV, John Edward walked on stage and gave the following information -
“I have someone who died in a car wreck. The name is Rick or Richard.”
He scans the audience.
“And the name Haywood.”
A few people stand.
“..and the name Thomas. or Tom.”
“There’s also a suicide - someone related to this has taken their own life.”
I think my jaw hit the floor as I sat back down.
Oct. 25 - the day Rick died
death in car wreck - having the name Richard or Rick
Haywood - Tom Haywood - this is the name of the attorney who represented Rick in his divorce
and a suicide by someone within the family - Rick’s dad killed himself when Rick was 17.
He does hear me…
and he still answers.
miss him so much.
best part - the DVR recorded it all.

That’s wicked cool.