Wholeness

Know what pisses me off? Those people who think I’m single because I’m still mourning Rick. Yes I mourned him, yes I still miss him - but it’s been 3 1/2 yrs and I’m single now because I want to be. And that look - omg - I hate that “I know what you’re feeling better than you do…don’t worry you’ll meet someone” fucking look. Like I need a SO to be whole again. wtf ?!

That’s partially what landed me in this mess. The whole “must be in a relationship to be fulfilled and truly happy” song and dance. oh oh - not to forget the “it’s ok if you’re dating again, don’t need to keep it a secret” - urrrhhh!!!!

I wasn’t dating and I was happy. Honestly - the thought of dating wears me out - and it has absolutely nothing to do with Rick or mourning. I was skip fucking happy! and when I’m not happy single anymore - then and only then will I start dating. thank you.

and this template - for the love of God - why can’t I find a template I like?! grrrrrrr

rant over.

3 Responses to “Wholeness”

  1. Amen.

    I need you in my corner right now.

  2. I get that why are you still single query all the time or the sympathy, I hate the sympathy the most. Dating sucks, having someone who works for you is good but it can be so painful to get there.

  3. Your a real fighter cat..

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